Friday, May 12, 2017

A.b.a.h

dalam gelap dalam terang
kau masih ada
aku aman bersamamu
kau satu satunya
tak mungkin ada dua atau tiga
kau tak sempurna
tapi masih sempurna dimataku
sampai jadi tua
sampai jadi debu




belajar melepaskan dirinya
walau setengahku bersamanya

Al Fatihah
Hj Malek Bin Sadoon




Love,
Hayat Haniza Malek


Friday, September 19, 2014

#20factsabout me

  I got this tagged on #instagram. just wanna share here :)

 So lets do this #20factsaboutme 

1. I have major peterpan syndrome 
2. I cant sing. My friends selalu kutuk bila saya nyanyi depan laptop but i do have a good taste of music 
3. Prefer on acoustic and live version rather than audio version. 
4. Love traveling. Travel to France alone by myself to met my boyfriend. 
5. When im stress i will be super clumsy person. 
6. Selalu kena buli with all my bestfriends, tapi takpe i knew they love me so much.
7.addicted on ice cream and chocolate. 
8. Kalau marah kmk suka klaka sarawak eventhough kmk sikda bf srwkian. Lol 
9. I obsessed with Lily Allen. 
10. Huge fan of Jared leto and alex turner. 
11. Can spent all my time browsing good song on youtube. 
12. Super crazy. Can do all the craziest things with my girlfriends. 
13. A morning person definitely. Tak mungkin bangun selepas pukul 10 walaupun tidur lepas subuh. 
14. I do love classic things. Old buildings. Old books. Classic cars. Do i look old for you? Lol
 15. Always fall in love with a guy who have same interest with me. I said always. 
16. Seriously not into horror movie. I hate it but i prefer watch thriller movie.
 17. A food hunter. And the one yang tak pandai habiskan food sendiri. 
18. Family saya besar. I have 2 mums and 11 siblings. 
19. Last minute person. 
20. I really love someone called me Haniza rather than han, niza, hayat or cheare. Enough kot.


and my classmate doing this #20factsabout me on her instagram. and this is trololololol and yes this really describe me well 

#20facts of @hayathaniza 
1. Terrible singer - complain la macam mana pun dia nyanyi jugak 
2. Ice cream lover - pukul 4 pagi mintak ice cream 
3. Crush dia terdiri dari budak law & business
4. Dia ni boleh tahan kepoh tapi dgn orang2 tertentu je 
5. Selalu pakai tshirt putih + jacket engineering kalau lambat bangun
6. Selalu cakap dia budak baik (tp betul la kut dia ni shisha pun tak) 
7. Food hunter - tapi makan selalu x habis 
8. Good taste in music - aku suka playlist dia ! 
9. Hari hari bad hair day tapi kiteorang tetap suka main rambut dia dlm class 
10. Very honest tahap rasa nak tutup mulut dia and cakap tolong la jangan jujur sgt hahahha ! 
11. Selalu kena suap dia makan sbb dia suka mintak org suapkan 
12. Bad at drawings - kena kasi dia pencil colour je 
13. Suka bawak bantal ikea dia merata tahap masuk library 
14. Kalau dia bosan dia suka kacau org dlm class. Kacau org tido misalnya or main phone or ajak orang sebelah bersembang pastu semua kena marah HAHAHAH 
15. Senang merajuk senang menangis kalau diusik 
16. Dia ni kalau sound org boleh tahan "pedas" but she was very kind actually 
17. Tak suka save number phone org. Cuba tanya dia, dia save number aku tak? 
18. Dia suka cakap gua lu gua lu tapi kan tak ganas langsung cara sebut dia. 
19. Zaman jahiliah dulu dia antara perempuan yg berani masuk uitm pakai skirt tp pandai cover 
20. Suka mengorat lelaki secara terang terangan (ngorat amir contohnya HAHAHHAA)

 and ada juga comment comment tambahan yang betul betul describe me 

 *Indeed!obses dengan internet..agak childish..bukan agak memang betul!tp pandai buat cake..sedap!org yg simple je x mekup pon tape just pakai baby powder..n yg ni mmg annoying setiap kali ada kenduri or gathering or event mesti tanak pakai baju yg dah penah pakai..takut nt update dlm ig org cakap pakai baju yg sama katanya (elehh mcm la awak tu retiss) :p

*Lazy person 2..hahaha

*1 lg fact penting yg tertinggal..ko tu lembss...hahhaaa...no 6 tu aku rasa ko slalu buli aku..bukan ko yg dibuli..kikikii

  

p/s baru launch instashop heyhhmshops on instagram.  

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Cheat






that my status on twitter last Wednesday, yes my boyfriend cheat on me. he already have someone else.


what should I do?

1. find that girl and tell her that's my boyfriend so stop message him.

2. being super ridiculous girlfriend, being mad ,shouting at him non stop, keep on nagging in front of him and do crazy things

3. back off and just leave him

I choose no 3. and yes I don't get mad on him after I knew he cheat on me. I just keep on silent and texted him. “its end tonight, I back off and we are done. “

when someone cheat on your relationship. either he or she get bored on you or he/ she just wanna flirting with someone else.

they just cant accept the way you are, thats why he/she cheat on you. in my situation I dont blame my exboyfriend when he cheat on me. he can do that, he know what the best for him. maybe I'm not good enough for him and he cant accept the way I am or maybe he know I’m not his type after 4 years we going through.

and yes to tell the truth I’m totally heartbroken. I keep on crying if I think why he cheat on me? why he cant appreciate me? why he want find someone else?

and until now I dont find the answer. but I should thank to him, at least I had a wonderful moment with him, I gain a lot of knowledge from him, he make me happy, he know how to cheer me up, he know my weakness and he help me a lot.

everything happen have a reason and I trust on it, I dont believe in karma, and maybe this is my time. some people are meant to fall in love with each other but not be together.


and right now I choose to give up 


p/s break-off with this age is not good for me



love,
hayathanizamalek

Monday, September 8, 2014

baju nikah untuk disewa ? disini la jawapannya :D

hye guys,  musim musim cuti cuti ni, mesti ramai yang getting married or nak tunang dengan partner masing masing kan ? seronooooknyaaa nak kahwin !!!!

so dari korang pening pening fikir nak sewa baju untuk nikah or tunang, so jom la baca this entry.

 saya nak sewakan baju tunang or nikah yang SANGAT SANGAT CANTIK OKAY. SERIOUS CANTIK ! my bestfriend punya, for sure this baju sangat la hebat conditionnyaaa.. on they wedding day pon, mereka berdua nampak sangat cantik on that outfit!!

1. 

the designer from http://www.itsnanalah.com.my/

so lets check out this

  Size : L fit to XXL

Colour : light peach


Made by itsnanalah (facebook)


Price : RM300 outfit+veil+shawl+ heels 








if you want more detail about this, you can email me hayathaniza@gmail.com or contact  the owner personally Fieza 013-36565131



2. 
the designer from  http://weddings-galore.fotopages.com/

so lets check out this

  Size : XS fit toS

Colour : white 


Made by weddings Galore ( facebook)


Price : RM300 outfit+veil+shawl







 if you want more detail about this, you can email me hayathaniza@gmail.com or contact  the owner personally Norsia - 012-4149239

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

okay, raya dah habis and baru sekarang nak update pasal raya, oh no. teruknya awak Haniza Malek

this year, raya macam biasa and yes I dont have any mood nak celebrate raya, sebab on 3rd on raya saya dah kerja. lol

and this year, no new baju raya, no kasut raya or whatsover called raya thingy. I'm using all the old things that I have in my wardrobe

but I had a wonderful raya with my family and friends. and this year my first time I gave duit raya to all my nieces and nephews including my aunts and uncles. and for sure my parents too :)

so let me share all the photos. just wanna share all the happiness with my family and friends. LOL


























p/s gambar bersepah sebab update guna phone je. sebenarnyaaaa banyak lagi gambar, tapi malas nak upload. plus everyweek sepanjang syawal ni pergi open house and dah habis syawal pon masih lagi pergi open house. and yes I'm full and bloated

Friday, August 22, 2014

T R U S T

If you are in a relationship, I believe the first rule is being loyal to your other half. What is the reason for you to be in a relationship if you just want to make and give shits to your partner? If you don't want to be loyal, why don't you just be a swinger? Swing from one person to another with no emotional attachment. Life will be simple and easy plus with no drama at all.

I believe in any kind of relationship, straight or LGBT, 

loyalty is a must. Without loyalty, the relationship will sink

like an incomplete ship. Either it is a cruise or a small boat,

 with incomplete part, it will sink no matter what. 


Why play with the heart if you can't preserve it? Don't you know that heart is very fragile like a glass? Once broken, it will never be perfect again even you try to mend it back. Well, you will never understand it because you doesn't want to think about it. You just so selfish and think high of yourself. Wait till you drop and then try to crawl back to the top.


don't play with someone heart, relationship is not about the two person, is all about the things that you can't even know, either you really want to do or not to do it, this is the things you'll ever know. and sometimes i know if it is meant to be, it is meant to be. 


Tuesday, July 15, 2014

TMI Tag by Ayeen Kadir

QUESTIONS!

1: What are you wearing?
     an office wear because I'm still at the office :)
2: Ever been in love?
     yup! 
3: Ever had a terrible breakup?
    yes! and sometimes its still stuck in my head 
4: How tall are you?
    168cm
5: How much do you weigh?
    51kg
6: Any tattoos?
    nope 
7: Any piercings?
    nope, i just hate it 
8: OTP?
    i'm in love with John Mayer and Katy Perry relationship 
9: Favorite show?
    How I Met Your Mother , New Girls and so so so so many ! 
10: Favorite bands?
     Arctic Monkeys, 30 second to mars, the beatles, the kooks, the strokes, damn it ! I have so many favourite b
     bands to list out here ;) 
11: Something you miss? .
      i miss travelling ! 
12: Favorite song?
      littlest things by lily allen 
13: How old are you?
      20++++
14: Zodiac sign?
      scorpio 
15: Quality you look for in a partner?
      who will love me same as much I love him 
16: Favorite Quote?
      each person feel pain in his own way, each has his own scars 
17: Favorite actor?
     Johnny Depp for sure ! 
18: Favorite color?
      orange and black 
19: Loud music or soft?
      soft music much better but sometimes I love to sing loud 
20: Where do you go when you're sad?
      borders and ikea 
21: How long does it take you to shower?
      around 20 minutes 
22: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
      half and hour 
23: Ever been in a physical fight?
      nope! hihihi
24: Turn on?
       who have same taste of music with me ;) 
25: Turn off?
      who can respect a woman and dont have a humanity and make a stupid jokes 
26: The reason I joined Youtube?
      because i love music 
27: Fears?
      snack maybe 
28: Last thing that made you cry?
      high fever 
29: Last time you said you loved someone?
      I dont know, for few years back I never said I love you ! sigh 
30: Meaning behind your YouTube Name?
      hayathaniza - its my social network name 
31: Last book you read?
      games of thrones 
32: The book you're currently reading?
      games of thrones 
33: Last show you watched?
      how i met  your mother 
34: Last person you talked to?
      my bestfriend ! who really curious about my relationship :p
35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
      my bestfriend 
36: Favorite food?
      ice cream 
37: Place you want to visit?
      iceland 
38: Last place you were?
      mid valley mega mall 
39: Do you have a crush?
     yes! for sure ! 
40: Last time you kissed someone?
      I cant remember 
41: Last time you were insulted?
     hurmmmmm
42: Favorite flavor of sweet?
      vanila 
43: What instruments do you play??
      keyboard and guitar 
44: Favorite piece of jewelery?
      necklace 
45: Last sport you played?
      oh no ! should I said walking ?
46: Last song you sang?
      goodbye kiss by kasabian
47: Favorite chat up line?
     I dont have any too ayeen :p 
48: Have you ever used it?
     nope 
49: Last time you hung out with anyone?
      my sister 
50: Who should answer these questions next?
      youuuuuuuuuuuuuu and do tag me too on your blog