I really know , I can't have everything I like , I can't make everyone satisfied what I'm done , and I can't make everyone agree with my decision , eventhough its really tough for me to make a decision.
sometimes , I really know , this test give me some strength , make me think either using my heart or brain to make a good decision for me.
I was cry on my last prayer , I know you're the one who know everything about me. I really hope I'll make a good decision for me and everyone else.
and I know, maybe I'll get another chance or maybe you have another reason , why you give this test to me :)
seriously thank you for everything :)
by the way , thank you to all my family and bestfriends who still support me , I'm really appreciate it :')